"Smart House" (1999)
Of course I can! When the day comes where I can’t, i will be so sad and probably cry haha
Do you ever just question your future?
I know you all do.
I am so scared of the future. I am in my second year of college. I have a major that I do enjoy but sometimes I just don’t think I’m good enough. I think I am ok but not good enough to land a great job. And speaking of jobs, I fear getting a stressful job. I’m stressed enough in school, and i feel the real world is more stressful.
I want to make enough money to live a comfortable lifestyle. I do not want to have money problems. What if I can’t get a job or am too stressed to do well in a job and get fired? How will i survive.
Yes i do plan on marrying and it is a nice dream to have them work and me not, but thats unfair to my husband. I do not want him to carry the family. I want to work but I also want to be happy. And I fear that I will never be happy.
I have no idea what I want to do in the future.
The future scares me so much.